Never going to LAMP again :'(

Shar says that every time I go, my blood sugars are high. 😥 I loved LAMP. It was the best outing that broke my agoraphobia. And now it’s back to isolating myself again on Tuesdays. >_< I have reached a boiling point. I can't eat the food I like anymore, can't go to LAMP… by god it's like a fucking prison here. 😦